Love---And poetry!

Okay my last post didn't show up on my computer, so I hope you can see it. Well for my second portion, Love. I've had many crushes, but the one I have right now, Joe, I think I might be in love with. The only problem: He has a hot, skinny girlfriend and in my eyes, I am the absolute opposite of that. What proves it is the fact that I'm 15 and I still haven't had a boyfriend, nor have I gone on a date. But, she is the perfect girl for a jock like him, so I'm just going to have to let it go. No Cinderella story for me. Plus, I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me at all. He thinks I'm annoying. xP Well, I don't blame him. I'd think I was annoying, too.---------------------------- Since this post is short I'm going to add my poetry to this one.

Love will stab you in the back, and also make your skull go crack. It will hurt you mind and soul, leaving in your heart, a hole. But it's worth it in the end, with your lover and best friend.

I bet this is a diary

I guess this is going to be somewhat like a diary for me, so let me fill you in on the details of my life. I was born on October 21 and ever since kindergarden, I've had a wide group of friends. I always got into little drama fights with my five friends (I'll call them Kathy, Cindy, Martha, and Elna). Well, there was this girl named Eva who Kathy HATED and I never got why. Kathy was alway sensitive, and when someone nudged her she'd say they punched her, which of course happened with her and Eva. Well, things were fine, even after Kathy and Elna got me called a cheater and a bitch the entire sixth grade year (which is another story). We each went our separate ways and parted to different schools except for Martha and I. While at our new school, I made many new friends. (Nel, Natel, Carl, Eile, Ronie, Renae, Abel, Ellie, Madison, Caroline, Joy, Haddy, Annie, Agatha, Jamie) Even Eva became my friend. We had so much fun until I found out she was very depressing. She would talk about her cutting herself and wanting to kill herself over simple things, like boy problems. She liked this boy named Vinny who goes to a different school. I set them up and she started to talk to him. They were nice until his messed up friend Ty told him that she was dating other guys and that she told him they shouldn't be together anymore. This pissed her off. She's tried to deny it but he wont believe her and now she physically hurts me because I "made this happen" and that it's "alll my fault". She yells at me, hits me, spreads lies about me, and I'm still her friend. Why is this? Because she needs a friend. She thinks I'm the only one who can help her and I'm clueless on what to do. This is barely the start, but I'm not going to bore you with my love life just yet maybe in the next post. Goodnight, for now.